This is a Test

While "This is a Test" is the title of my first blog post (have to make sure me and the layout gel), it wouldn't hurt if it could be the title of a few months, years, lifetime of life.

The wispful comment made under the breath of adults wanting better for their past selves that would somehow transfuse into a more fulfilling present for themselves: "If I knew then what I know now..."

Things would be different. Things could be better. I wouldn't be sitting here thinking of the times I made a fool of myself, the things I didn't take seriously enough, and the opportunities I let slip by because I just didn't know.

What if you could knew what you know?

What if you understood the virtue of sharing as a child? the wisdom of parents' chiding? the power of knowledge retention as a student? the importance of being honest with those around you?

Everybody makes mistakes. Typically, we learn from them (albeit some more quickly than others -- and some just don't learn at all) and move on, putting another chalk mark under "Young and Stupid" or, in shorthand, "Experience."

But I don't think anyone really enjoys making mistakes. No matter how laid back or karma-ridden your philosophy is, there's that twinge everyone gets when they realize there was a better way.

So how about a round two after the "this is a test" round?

A round with minimal "shoulda coulda"s.

A round where "I can't wait" turns into "You know what? I'm enjoying this moment right here."

A round where you keenly appreciate the little things.

Would you do it? If you did, what would be different -- then and now?

Think this: Since reincarnation is still being debated, maybe it's not too late.